仍記得第一日行經此地，是某日的放工後。登上石梯級，氣喘吁吁，置身在幽雅的花草樹蔭下，週圍空無一人，只有這幾隻貓兒在腳邊出沒。初時我嚇了一跳，但定神即見一黑一白的貓兒。我情不自禁伸手抱著了一隻貓貓，那刻我甚麼都忘記掉，忘情擁抱牠，就像抱緊自己多年前離家走了的貓貓-小米！我可感覺到自己急速的心跳，就如快樂可親手抓緊一樣。我抱著牠不願鬆開雙手，我多想時間停頓在那刻！貓兒從我雙臂退下，我的雙手抱了個空，連心也似被掏空了一樣。
當年小米離開我後，從此只能在夢中擁抱我的小米，即使小米不懂牠的離去於我有幾難過！我仍希望，小米也曾如牠們一樣如此地快樂過！
6 則留言:
咖啡應該能體會我為何如此愛貓。
風月︰
嗯，我知道！
這篇文寫得很感人，睹貓思貓。最後為出走的貓兒祝福！
佛爺︰
謝謝你！我用心寫的。:)
Hi Coffee and tea,
Although I am not a cat lover, yet I am a dog lover. Cats' personalities sometimes are too individualistic and self-centered. Dogs always try their very best to be loyal, lovable and friendly to you. But I do like your sentimental attachment to cats. Your love to them truly moves me. I dare not to have a pet again after my Doggie passed away when I just graduated from university. She started joining our family when I was in grade 6 in Hong Kong. She died when I just graduated in university. (She was about 17 years old when she died.) I didn't know how to handle my emotions. She had become more or less one of my family members when she died. I witnessed how she took her last breath. I did not know how to take care of her body. Eventually, I held her body personally to the agency (I can't remember its name which was at Admirety) that protected and took good care of abandoned animals. I walked for about half hour from my home in Wan Chai to that agency and I sobbed bitterly. I told myself that I was not going to have another pet(dog or cat) again while I was holding her body. I experienced a horrible sense of loss and I didn't want to experience it again. I more or less just like lost one of my family members when losing Doggie. As a result, I didn't want to have any other pet again since then. When I am writing this, that piece of memory simply makes my heart hurt again.
I hope that you will have a lovable cat. I truly hope you enjoy her presence although I can't handle my emotions of losing her.
Good luck to you!
BbBb
BbBb
BbBb,
I can definitely understand what you suffered from the death of your Doggie. You must have a hard time to overcome! The same, I dare not have any pets, cuz I don't want to face the seperation and suffer again.
But,I don't know in the future if i will have one ,no matter a cat or a dog. When I think I am strong enough, maybe it's the time.
Cheers
Coffee
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