2010年3月17日星期三

快樂無價

這是每日朝早的上班必經之地,每天我都會搜尋這幾隻貓貓的身影。我推測牠們一定是早年已離家出走的,並偶遇在此,從此結成良伴,早已忘記春秋之流失。從牠們相處之融洽,我總感受到一份難以名狀的窩心。

仍記得第一日行經此地,是某日的放工後。登上石梯級,氣喘吁吁,置身在幽雅的花草樹蔭下,週圍空無一人,只有這幾隻貓兒在腳邊出沒。初時我嚇了一跳,但定神即見一黑一白的貓兒。我情不自禁伸手抱著了一隻貓貓,那刻我甚麼都忘記掉,忘情擁抱牠,就像抱緊自己多年前離家走了的貓貓-小米!我可感覺到自己急速的心跳,就如快樂可親手抓緊一樣。我抱著牠不願鬆開雙手,我多想時間停頓在那刻!貓兒從我雙臂退下,我的雙手抱了個空,連心也似被掏空了一樣。

當年小米離開我後,從此只能在夢中擁抱我的小米,即使小米不懂牠的離去於我有幾難過!我仍希望,小米也曾如牠們一樣如此地快樂過!





6 則留言:

笑談風月 說...

咖啡應該能體會我為何如此愛貓。

Coffee n Tea 說...

風月︰

嗯,我知道!

佛爺 說...

這篇文寫得很感人,睹貓思貓。最後為出走的貓兒祝福!

Coffee n Tea 說...

佛爺︰

謝謝你!我用心寫的。:)

匿名 說...

Hi Coffee and tea,

Although I am not a cat lover, yet I am a dog lover. Cats' personalities sometimes are too individualistic and self-centered. Dogs always try their very best to be loyal, lovable and friendly to you. But I do like your sentimental attachment to cats. Your love to them truly moves me. I dare not to have a pet again after my Doggie passed away when I just graduated from university. She started joining our family when I was in grade 6 in Hong Kong. She died when I just graduated in university. (She was about 17 years old when she died.) I didn't know how to handle my emotions. She had become more or less one of my family members when she died. I witnessed how she took her last breath. I did not know how to take care of her body. Eventually, I held her body personally to the agency (I can't remember its name which was at Admirety) that protected and took good care of abandoned animals. I walked for about half hour from my home in Wan Chai to that agency and I sobbed bitterly. I told myself that I was not going to have another pet(dog or cat) again while I was holding her body. I experienced a horrible sense of loss and I didn't want to experience it again. I more or less just like lost one of my family members when losing Doggie. As a result, I didn't want to have any other pet again since then. When I am writing this, that piece of memory simply makes my heart hurt again.

I hope that you will have a lovable cat. I truly hope you enjoy her presence although I can't handle my emotions of losing her.

Good luck to you!
BbBb

BbBb

Coffee n Tea 說...

BbBb,

I can definitely understand what you suffered from the death of your Doggie. You must have a hard time to overcome! The same, I dare not have any pets, cuz I don't want to face the seperation and suffer again.

But,I don't know in the future if i will have one ,no matter a cat or a dog. When I think I am strong enough, maybe it's the time.

Cheers
Coffee

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