2010年3月20日星期六

歷練溫柔

昨晚,即2010年3月19日的晚上,我沒有吃晚飯,是因一丁點兒也不餓,但我認為完全不進食是不健康的,所以約十點時,強逼自己食了個生果。我無食慾,因為,我覺得自己有少少哲學家上身了,思考起人生來,心中波濤洶湧,自己化身作了那一葉孤舟,在大海漂蕩,無方無向,然後又似乎化身作那零丁洋,零丁洋內孤舟晃。於是乎,周莊夢蝶,是莊子?還是蝴蝶?

命這個東西是最玄乎的。命是你聽不見、看不到、摸不著的東西,但你偏可以實實在在感覺到它的存在。大的有你為何不出生在理想家庭,小的則有同枱食飯各自修行,再有生活中多少事為何不早一秒亦不遲一秒地發生?為何偏偏選中你?...有否因不甘心而努力地與命抗爭過,有否被命打壓過,你有戰勝過命嗎?還是一聲長嘆︰宿命呀!

還好!抖掉衣衫上因落葉而沾附著的塵土,滿肩挑起晨曦之光,拍拍胸口又上路,即使未來仍是那麼的風塵僕僕!但你已習慣有命作伴,嘿,其實不該是習慣,該的是慶幸還有命作伴,想想就知,豁然開朗!所以將來,不論命是寬大為懷的成全,還是捉狹戲弄人,你依然會用你歷練回來的溫柔,嫣然而笑!

                                        紅棉樹

10 則留言:

匿名 說...

Hi Coffee n tea,
I really enjoyed reading your reflection on life. It's very profound and full of wisdom. (Actually, according to some religious traditions, fasting is an effective way to enable people to do meditation and stay closer to God/Him/Her/Higher I...and so on. I'm sure you already knew that.) I hope the experience can revitalize and empower you to face the challenges brought by crises and enjoy life in the future.

BbBb

笑談風月 說...

coffee開始想不吃人間煙火了!
紅棉盛放,詐暖還寒時最難將息,有時比秋天更惹愁緒呀!我比較現實,小心身體。

卡臣 說...

妳的生活很綠色吧!

Coffee n Tea 說...

BbBb,

Hi! You stay up so late! Thanks for your sharing.

>>profound and full of wisdom!

Is it? I do like facing back to see what I have done time to time. In this waw, I can make a progress in my heart. :)

佛爺 說...

多愁善感,不斷思考人生,才會有所創作。

不要以為自己的際遇是很坎坷,性格是獨有的!世上有很多人,有著相若的困惑!

Coffee n Tea 說...

風月︰

謝謝妳!我只是偶爾放緩腳步配合自己的愁思,還好喇!

Coffee n Tea 說...

卡臣︰

昨天外出見一排樹正抽出新芽,淺綠亮麗,我欣然之極!

Coffee n Tea 說...

佛爺︰

同感!我喜歡文字,所以可能對生活際遇表達上過了火,真是多愁善感了一點!:p

匿名 說...

Hi Coffee n tea,

Thanks for your care and concern.

I just want to let you know that I live in Canada. So, I have already started my day long time ago!

Cheers
BbBb

Coffee n Tea 說...

BbBb,

Hi! I never thought you are not in HK. Haha...I should notice that before.

Take Care
coffee

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